Being Real
I know it's been a while since I uploaded anything on my blog. And that's because I wanted to keep it real with my readers. Maybe I was not being real with me all this time? Or maybe I didn't even know what to write about in my blog anymore. Because let's be honest, the creative writer in me kinda died over the past few years. I still remember those days when I used to write short stories online and had the guts to post them for people to read them and give their feedback. It made me happy. It made me feel confident about my work. But over the years, that part of me died down, maybe just a little. But part of me still wishes to write and show the world what I have to offer to them.
And I think the best way to start doing that is by being super real in my blogs and updating people more about my life, so people know that the girl you think I am, might have so much more inside her that she just wants to let out.
Speaking of my life, let's talk about what is on my mind at this exact moment when I'm writing.
So, I saw this post by my friend on last year's Christmas and I don't know why I got this pang in my heart ever since I saw that. Not because it's something sad. I guess things are better than last year, right?
I mean if you ask me exactly how I feel about last year, I wouldn't be able to answer. And if you ask me how I feel about this year, then I would say "I don't know"
Maybe that's because sometimes your heart feels a certain way which does not make sense. Or maybe it does but it's unfigurative.
P.S. I created a new account to work as a freelancer, yesterday. And today, I wrote my very first article. It never felt this much better, which made me realize that maybe for once, I can do something in life. I still don't know if I'm gonna continue with English Honours in college, but I surely know that I'm gonna pursue writing as my career. There are a lot of things happening around me, but I hope it will all make sense someday. And maybe that day, I will be able to answer all the questions that I've been avoiding all this time.
Till then, just wish me luck so that I don't mess anything up.
- Annie
And I think the best way to start doing that is by being super real in my blogs and updating people more about my life, so people know that the girl you think I am, might have so much more inside her that she just wants to let out.
Speaking of my life, let's talk about what is on my mind at this exact moment when I'm writing.
So, I saw this post by my friend on last year's Christmas and I don't know why I got this pang in my heart ever since I saw that. Not because it's something sad. I guess things are better than last year, right?
I mean if you ask me exactly how I feel about last year, I wouldn't be able to answer. And if you ask me how I feel about this year, then I would say "I don't know"
Maybe that's because sometimes your heart feels a certain way which does not make sense. Or maybe it does but it's unfigurative.
P.S. I created a new account to work as a freelancer, yesterday. And today, I wrote my very first article. It never felt this much better, which made me realize that maybe for once, I can do something in life. I still don't know if I'm gonna continue with English Honours in college, but I surely know that I'm gonna pursue writing as my career. There are a lot of things happening around me, but I hope it will all make sense someday. And maybe that day, I will be able to answer all the questions that I've been avoiding all this time.
Till then, just wish me luck so that I don't mess anything up.
- Annie
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